This is a photo from my Father’s Family’s house in Illinois . My mom and I would
drink our morning coffee here. I can’t explain how much I love feeling the cool
air and listening to the trees, and especially getting to talk and laugh with
my mother. We Flew up there for my Grandfather’s funeral. It was a bittersweet
visit...the blessing of seeing our family, but the sad reason of why we were
there. I have been to one other funeral in my life (the life of the most Jesus–like
man I have ever met, Paul Streed) and much like most of us, this was
very difficult for me. After they held the service, I walked over to my
Grandmother Joyce Cheney’s grave for the first time. She was a Godly woman whom I never got the privilege
to meet. She died when my father was a boy, but I've heard recordings of her
singing old hymns. I'm assured she’s dancing and singing in heaven. I
walked in the grass and looked at all of the other headstones of everyone who’d
passed, some who died back in the 1800s. I came across the headstone of a
little girl who died at age seven, which had the engraving “Jesus Loves Me” on
it.
It was a sweet reminder that day of Jesus' love for not just that little girl but all of us and what he did for us. It also had me wondering how many people here loved Jesus back. Of course a funeral has me ponder my own life and which of us will choose Life after this life. I don't think I could ever get enough of Jesus. Sometimes I long to be with the Lord and spend eternity with Him already, but I know He has so much purpose for me here on this earth. The more I allow God to take care of my life, heart and mind, the more peace and fulfillment I feel. I am homesick for heaven and I haven't even been there, but I think I've felt and seen glimpses of it here in God's blessings and miracles and the love from other believers. I think about people who want to go to heaven but don't want to spend time with Jesus here on earth. Someone once told me "They don't wanna spend anytime worshipping Jesus. That's all they do in heaven, now why'd they wanna have to do that for all of eternity? That just doesn't make sense if you ask me." And she had a great point. I hope that we crave Jesus in our lives so much here on earth, because when we go to heaven, that's what it will be...eternity with our Loving Creator, Father, Healer. In Revelation it says, "And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away" and.... "There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for the Lord God will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever." This life is fleeting and we must finish this race triumphantly living a life on reckless love for God, so that we may dwell with Him for ever and ever, but also because we get the privilege of having his spirit dwell in us, have a relationship that moves us out of our chairs and into service, love and a life that reflects that Love in all we do. It's a delight and Joy to be in His presence by ourselves, with other believers, reading His word and learning from it, and in service loving our brothers and sisters.
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